i dont have a title for this, i couldnt think of one.. basically writing it on this because no one really see’s my tumblr and i wont be judged.. recently a girl, who i called my close friend told me something that someone had apparently said about me, and what was said really got to me, although what she said was actually a lie and the person didnt say this, before i knew that i began doing things i shouldn’t which cause problems between me and my family, none of my friends know about this and i dont want them too, not because i dont trust them, because i dont want them to see me as being weak, and unhappy, because i am the happy one, im always making people smile, i think that its important to be doing that. anyway, i was just thinking about it and i haven’t posted about this anywhere, but it did really get to me, i was thinking about leaving school and bunking all my exams, i didn’t and im glad i didnt! alothough i took so much time off school because i felt people would be looking at me differently because of it all.. so i missed alot of important school work so i’ll more than likely fail my exams but heyho, nothing can be done now.. so there we go, tumblr knows more about me that aloot of people im close to, and its all because a ‘friend’ of mine lied to me. i’ve always said, look out for number one.
